Wednesday, April 09, 2008

ooh. woke up to go swimming.
managed to. guess what.
the bloody pool was freaking crowded.
there were so many kids and CHIKOPEKS.
euurgh.
and the water was exceptionally dirty.
even more plasters than the previous time i went.
more floating mucus.
its time to switch pool.

gonna try the sgoon one the next time.
seriously.
cant they just bloody clean the pool more often!?!!
ROARRR.
worst stil,
there was BARELY space to swim.
gave up in the end.
swam like roughly 1km and stopped.
felt so eeky. went home and had a lovely shower.
so much better after.

was better later on.
caught spiderwick chronicles.
didnt expect it to be so interesting.
but it was not too bad.
ahaha. FREDDIE HIGHMORE @_@
hawhaw.

Driving tmr!
all prepared and ready.
can't wait.
yayayayayayyy.


i am invisible.
its cloudy in front of me.
dotted lines would be useful.
doesnt matter anyway.
a washerdryer.
tumbling-rolling-jumbling-falling.
something's wrong.
whatever it is not figured.
moody-drowsy-rowdy-bloody
wreck,crack,smack,black.
not enjoying the snack.
sigh.
a matter of time all is said.
unfair and in favour.
when and where at the right time.
doesnt just happen.
it wasnt karma.
dont blame it on misfortune.
an imperfect person.
to have blurred vision.
not a rollercoaster to begin.
a slide down a valley.
why wait.
unmade decisions.
its all a choice to begin with.
suck it up.
tell me this all aint gonna go on.
there will be a stop somewhere, sometime soon.

give and take.
a gift received.
it went unrequited.
went way too far behind.
back off from everything important.
take a step of faith forward.
dont look back nor step back.
one unwary move will cost it all.
assumptions,presumptions.
precision is required.
time is needed to focus,calculate,judge.
mistaken identity, unresolved situations,
inappropriate judgements, harsh criticism.
silent cold war.

a web of strings.
to get entangled with.
what a fool.
still move on.
wishful thinking, useless actions.
some just have it all.
while others should forget.
lonesome struggles, incorrigible habits.
take a load off the back.
the need to get, fine to want.
upset,uptight,unmotivated,unpredictable.
it will all be better. just watch and wait.

attimeswheniramblelikethis,doesntmatterifitcanberead,
it'snothingbutmerewronglylinkedthoughts.